Is it OK?

I’m wasting my time for nothing.

After the next sleepless night, I woke up about 12 pm. Now hours go by so slowly.
I know I should write something but I can’t pull myself together :(
Yesterday I thought that I have to do sth with myself to take control of my miserable life. That’s why I decided to go on a diet. Goodbye carbohydrates!

The strategy for the evening and the night: make a new strategy of myself.

This is the beginning

It’s the fact.
Not in the least The Word as God's body, but they give me a sack.
January is cruel to me, but I’m not gonna to resign myself to one's fate.
I’ll be fighting.